Admiration

I always admire those people who can so easily lay out their feelings in front of the whole world. Not just stupid things, but real, profound feelings and thoughts. It leaves them so vulnerable as they shed these things about themselves. But that makes them more real no? City people, sometimes we lose what's inside of us because we layer ourselves with vanity, lies and pretentiousness.

I once felt that I found something prescious, a jewel in the mud. It was so pure and too beautiful for this world. So I took them into my world, and in my world, you gotta toughen yourself, grow thorns and make yourself some armor to protect what's inside. It's begining to look like a mistake. How can I think that I can have something so precious in a dirty world like this? Now it's this gorgeous jewel is losing it's shine.